Hi, I'm Matthew, Nice To Meet You.

I'm a year old man and I live in Salem Oregon. I'm at a point in my life where I need to make some changes. Can I turn my life around at my age or did I wait too long, and if so then please stop the world I want to get off.

Do you remember the "Choose Your Own Adventure" books? You're reading along and you come to a page that asks you a multiple choice question and depending on how you answer you're sent to a specific page to continue reading. That happens several times as you read and the choices you make on your journey through the book determines how the story ends. This site is going to be like those books and that's where you come in, I want your advice, your input, your opinions, and your support. Whether the outcome is life or death, we're going to take that journey together. Will your guidance and my choices lead to an improved quality of life with happiness and good health or... not?

To protect myself I have to tell you that parts of my website are fiction even though that's not true. To read the reason why I have to tell you that, click here.

I'm not an author and my spelling and grammar isn't the best, but I'm going to give you some history on my physical health, mental health, spiritual health, emotional health, social health, environmental health, occupational health, and financial health. I'm going to talk about my goals, my achievements, and my failures. I'll be completely transparent and honest with you because that's the only way this will work.

I Need A Hand Up, Not A Hand Out

Please click the button below to make a lifesaving contribution to help me get into an adult foster home where I can get assistance withe my physical and mental heath issues. Building this website was one of the hardest things I've ever done, I've always worked for everything I had, but now my path has come to a fork, one way leads to improved health and a happy life and the other continues down to bad health, despair, and pain. I just want to be happy and healthy again and if I can't be then I don't want to do this anymore.